I wanted to tweet and also Iupdate my status. So, I started typing…but, only to backspace it and I did it repeatedly. Perplexed! I thought, maybe I don’t have anything to say/post as today’s been too normal. Nothing dramatic or traumatic worth a share to create an anxiety among readers and/or followers. I then logged off.
I still felt reckless so I grabbed my notebook instead and started to pen down my thoughts – not knowing what I’m going to write next, but I went on and then…there was no stopping. Finally, I managed to stop that too of a pen from skidding any further. Also, to keep in check; all suppressed emotions and thoughts from exploding.
I was then thinking, “When there was so much to write about why did I hesitated to type/post it in the first place?” Here for an answer, “seems! It’s not like there isn’t anything to say but just that at times not sure whether to share…
Also, this shows that – at any given day and time, you always have so much to talk about, so much to write and/or share. You wouldn’t realize it until you give yourself sometime to have a little chat with yourself. Not sure about you guys but I connect to my inner self a lot…and often, sometimes this habit helps me heal while othertimes its overbearing.
What ever it is, as long as it feels right I wouldn’t consider it wrong and wouldn’t dare break its natural course. Shall continue to do what I love doing, whether it makes sense or not. Also If you want to take it, here’s one suggestion, “Don’t just write or post anything on social networking sites just for the shake of it. Rather share if its worth and write when you feel the urge and need for it. Write your heart out and emm…whether to share or not, is up to you.
Oh lord! I wanted to update my stat but ended up updating a blog post instead 😛 As always I did not plan this writing, just played along – going with the flow. I am aware I t’s not perfect, unprepared even, but sometimes raw does the magic.